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2010-08-22T13:23:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, almost a year i didnt post here so its seem kind of rusty^^.....Unable to myself slp tonight, been awake for no reason at late OMG !!!! My beauty slp is gone ><.....guess i have nth to do n rather bored so just tot posting back at my blog :D.....Well today i didnt do much stuff tho, been obsess wit my sleep....woke up at arnd 5+ gosh i sound like a pig =.="......anyway went down to fragrant awhile and found out its tsin ee birthday....lolx so wish Happy Birthday!! to e birthday girl^^....today seem to be a tiring day eventho i didnt do much stuff...lolx anyway i gonna end here...gg off to work soon sigh, bored luh.....so ~Bye Peeps~

2009-12-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

Back to post,Sorry for quite long nvr post^^..

was kinda lazy n busy....

my comp having prob n now still haven fix it....

trying to get from sam n zhirui to help me fix...

but still e same,haha anyway alot of things happen last few days....

My temper gg back like last tym,

lol i gonna need to control my bad temper....

haha anyway its so late cant get any sleep...

so here i am posting....well anyway i cant wait for tmr^^

ggg sentosa to celebrate Ziwei birhtday^^....

haha cant wait to play wit water n lots of stuff there wit my bro sia...

anyway gonna update my later tonight^^....

now going to my la la land^^....

so goodnight^^...btw some1 turning old tonight haha so....

b4 i go.....gonna wish^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIWEI^^

MAY UR WISH WILL COME TRUE XD

2009-12-06T08:44:00.000-08:00

Back to post once again....

sorry was busy this few days didnt post...

cos of my comp...so sux...

i whole comp crash den i cant update my comp...

bt e gd thing is its fix now XD....ty to sam n zhirui haha...

well today was quite a tiring days...wake so late at 1+..

well need to prepare cos gg out wit sam they all...

gg bugis...didnt jio much ppl cos hate ppl lag at 1 point standing,

like an idiot everytym...lolx

sorry to said dat larh bt e fact^^....

go to fragrant meet up wit chen xi n sam...

den e kerene n yolandor was so long curly their hair...

Zzzzzzz....promise at 2...bt we all reach at 3 XD....

sorry joey racheal n joey for waiting for us like 1+ hr...

hahax....we all sam kerene yolandor joey racheal chenxi n cyndi....

we all gg bugis e iluma...hahax....just walk arnd...

play arcade wit sam...was having lotsa fun there haha...

den went walk arnd pei chenxi buy bag...den meet up wit racheal sister noel...

lolx den was like fooling arnd disturb them XD...

den went to eat n end up we all play lan game tgt...lolx

chenxi n sam keep bullying me....bt was so much fun XD

we play L4D 2....didnt noe kerene was so pro...hahaha...

den after all dat we went hm XD....kinda tired to post in full detail so

gonna sleep early^^ cos gonna meet sam n kerene tmr morning XD ~!!!

2009-11-29T08:38:00.000-08:00

Outing~!!!

Didnt post last few days n ytd cos too tired,

or mayb too busy....

Ytd we have lots of event de XD....kinda fun n enjoyable,

wake early by sam cos i always cant wake so early....

so ty sam XD for waking me up...hahaha

its was like 9+ in e morning,

prepare myself first den went out to meet wit sam de...

at his house, den didnt noe dat e retard agnes reach fragrant already...lolx

she so puncture omg XD....

i still oew to meet up wit sam n sam haven even ready yet...

i guess she wait for us for quite long de...

so sorry horx agnes^^....den after dat went fragrant meet up wit lq agnes n kerene...

we went to eat at cwp tgt den suddenly i heard dat,

earnest joesph ng n mark coming along...

so ma fun, den need wait for them again...

lolx so went to expo after dat...

its was quite fun, cos actually me sam n lq keep bullying agnes along e way to expo...

hahaha...den after reach expo walk arnd, nnoe wat...

its so damn crowded...hate it so much....neway walk arnd n help lq wit his laptop,

cos he buying laptop....quite nice e laptop^^....wish i could buy another laptop for myself XD

den after we donen wit our stuff...we went to bugis,

meet up wit esmond there all....kind of alot barh...

me n sam straight away rush to iluma arcade...

we both like some retard play some game call eternal wheel,

bt we both have lots of fun XD.....den after dat meet up wit e 3 retarded girl...

edlyn ziwei n jinpei XD

lolx getting more n more ppl....

we went to eat tgt...den after dat i went hm wit sam n lq....

sigh they all keep slacking at 1 spot deciding where to go...

so i just went hm wit lq n sam...

tired waiting barh XD

too tired to continueXD

so just end here barh^^

I don wish to hurt u....

i don wish to give u any false hope...

i hope dat u can understand dat...

its better we stay this way...

cos i just haven find e answer yet....

i donno y i still hesitate...

an answer is wat i needed right now....

2009-11-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

Back to post again......

nothing much happen today, went to work like usual.....

didnt noe being so famous at work is very hard =.=....

always get pick liao...lolx do this n dat,

quarrel wit my boss today haiz....

he tot i robot arh go here n there like so free liao....

lolx....den today gt this retard zi wei keep bullying me XD

she like so free bully me this few days XD

she even wan kill me sia ^^ haha so mean horx...

neway end work today...self declare end work early XD

den went fragrant awhile cos esmond so emo....

lolx den reach i so piss off =.=

e light blackout den do nothing....

went hm wit zhirui n sam^^...

gonna end here....waiting for sam n zhirui dotaing wit me XD

Hope dat every1 can be happy^^

anyway some1 has turn 1 year older XD so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI XIN^^

2009-11-21T10:18:00.000-08:00

Today wake up kind of late...

don really rmb much wat i done today =.=....

getting more n more STM....

dang need to fix my brain,

mayb lose barh lolx...

bt today went to chong pang collect jersey wit esmond,

Finally !!!

our jersey arrived XD

bt kind of sad kiam ping cant tag along :(...

he gg chalet today n weixin go malysia...

wow so damn bored larh...

especially esmond XD

he like an emo kids today...

so sian sian...neway he be fine soon XD

pei esmond e whole today,

cos his 2 best buddy gone XD...

kind of sad for hym today^^...

slack wit hym at rc...

bt seriously nothing much happen today...

neway lazy continue XD

too tired...too lack of sleep...

i wonder if i cant hold myself any longer...lolx

feel like dying,

so gonna end here~!!

Dreams are there to show you the way,

Close your eyes......

And find out what they are trying to say,

Love is just a second away......

Make that magic rule,

Let the miracle stay~~!!!

2009-11-20T10:40:00.000-08:00

Today went to out wit esmond they all,

at first tot will be quite less ppl,

wen reach fragrant i saw like a 1 group of them...lol

weixin,esmond,kp,edlyn,evelyn,chenxi earnest,agnes....

and lots more lazy said barh...hahax actually suppose to go orchard,

bt ended up at bugis, i have no reason y =.=....lolx

play a few games at arcade...den went iluma buy tickets,

cos we watching movie XD...

we watching "Gokusen"...

e show nt bad, kind of touching...

at some moment...mayb for some of u its bored XD

lmao...agnes was so noisy inside e cinema n sitting beside me somemore =.=...

feel like sew her mouth up XD lolx...she funny XD

trying to act cute bt aint cute at all =.=...

so after e movie pei sam go braddell wit his girl take something,

lolx his frens only barh XD...

den after a fun n tiring day we all went hm XD

~Home sweet home~

You can close your eyes to

things you don't want to see,

but you can't close your heart

to things you don't want to feel.......

2009-11-16T07:46:00.000-08:00

ROAR!!!!....wake early morning today....Went to work^^ i so guai liao XD,

den reach work like normal bt today i choose my own detail XD....so nice sia...such a simple job,

hahaha...drive to bukit batok den jurong, bt i was kinda suay liao....

lmao i lost my way at jurong today, haha i don really noe e way...wanted to go back bt end up drive donno to an unknown area...lmao i was like so panic like siao...finding a way out,

bt end up i did liao bt dat was after 30 min of rounding =.= sigh....

shld go learn more of e raod barh so wont get lost XD hahaha...

bt was quite fun, gt this captain he like so blur blur...sitting beside me...

at first he lost his own phone den started talk funny stuff wit me...lolx

his imagination so high sia....den somemore so blur blur lolx....remind me of someone,

also very blur blur also liao XD hahaha at least she much better den hym XD...

hahaha den arnd 2+ end work liao....go hm derh den meet up wit esmond at rc...slack awhile wit hym den went hm awhile....hahax den go esmond house wit kiam pei, kp sing yi n weixin....

lolx we was like monkey just release from cage liao..lolx

me n kiampei keep playing wit pillow whacking each other like some mad dog XD

lolx den i was playing wit skipping rope den accidentally hit kiam pei face o.O

OMG i really sorry liao XD didnt mean it XD...bt she hit me more den i do =/...

lol hahaha den went to nyp cos jinpei, edlyn n ziwei working today...

so go there disturb them XD...den e stupid weixin n kiamping keep disturn me wit my food =.=..

so mad derh...hahaha i turn awhile n my food gone...i was like WTH =.=...

den slowly 1 by 1 my stuff gone =.=....haha bt still was quite a happy day today^^...den we all went hm after dat...hmm was kinda tired today, don really feel like update bt nvm....i make some time to update frequently XD....gg to my wonderland XD NiteZ^^

2009-11-15T08:02:00.000-08:00

`~Rainy~'

Today is a sleepy days, feel like sleeping n nvr wake up...haha so tiring bt i wake quite late today, suppose to go orchard wit lq bt end up nvr cos we both so tired n lazy...so end up meet lq at vista eat lunch in e afternn...neway nothing much to do today...everytym i wnet down its rain sigh so suay sia...i think i nvr come down better sia wont rain XD, den slack at rc play cards, wth cards again i tired playing liao...bt nvm i play awhile wit esmond kp n weixin awhile....hahahha den went to sleep at rc cos rain quite heavy...wow so shiok sleeping till lq pang seh me....he went hm =.=....lolx den afterdat went to vista alone den went back esmond they all pang seh me also went hm...wow i donno wat to do liao =.=....bt lucky saw kiam pei XD....she sit at rc alone emoing :(....den pei her lorh chat wit her, den go eat wit her n sing yi...hahahax kiam pei kind of funny...she kind of a good girl bt....hmm nvm XD meet up wit kc n benny cos kiam pei wan play bb so pei her play bb awhile at 515...haha den was kind of tired...tmr got work...hate to drive e stupid ambulance again wow...bt nvm still have thing to do den stay at hm....hahaha so gonna end here XD Gdnight readers^^

Yesterday is a memories,

Today has past,

Tommorow waiting to be await,

But i've just a wish,

Hoping that I will cherish Yesterday,

Treasure what i have today,

Making tomorrow a much more happy day for us.....XD

2009-11-14T09:42:00.000-08:00

Yo guys, today wake at 9+ cos receive msg from lq....lmao he suddenly scold me cos i nvr jio hym go chong pang, lol den kpkb early morning....so ma fun haha was so damn sleepy den ask hym to come along lorh, den sleep awhile wake up at 11pm, wow so sleepy n tiring sigh....cos i slept at 5 am ytd, hahahhax sleep for few hrs...wake up just to use comp update some stuff lmao...hmm was suppose to meet esmond they all at 1.30 bt end up every1 late lolx....i can predicted dat they confirm late..lolx especially still can watch movie lolx, den me esmond lq dennis kp weixin n sam go chong pang cos me kp n esmond wanna make jersey.....lmao berlinda wanted make too bt pang seh me...lolx call her n she still sleeping like pig, damn her larh still can said its still early go out wen its already 3pm lmao, me esmond kp bought a bb jersey wit our favorite no. n our nick behind XD, so awesome, cant wait to wear tgt wit them XD....cos we three are brothers XD hahaha, hmm we choose a green colour jersey, lmao its seem like a little bit like monk bt its very nice cos its so rare XD ppl choose those colours....its so unique marh...hahahax kp put "Yang" n No. 04 on his back, esmond put "Monkey Aye" n No. 7 lmao his nick so damn funny.....N finially mine XD its so easy to guess barh =D i put "ThImmortal" n No.7 on my back....hahahax den went to eat....haven eaten out lunch yet wow so poor thing derh us XD...hahahax den went back to fragrant....saw quite so so ppl there....donno how to count XD donno if alot or little....hmm arnd 20+ ppl bt to me its still so little barh XD hahahaha....this few days e weather so sux derh....keep on raining, sigh cant do anything this few days....den play bb wit earnest they all gt stm cant rmb hu liao....bt it was like we play alot den playing lmao, bt still quite fun XD we joke arnd hahahax so damn funny...den kinda tired n sleepy so went hm wit sam, n TY to my Master LQ hahaha for walking us home, so gd liao....hahahax walk u hm some other tym kays XD...hmm i gonna end here cos wanna go to my lovely bed XD hahahax maybe gg to city hall wit lq tmr....hahahax hoping dat tmr will be a better day for me XD^^ NiteZ guys........

Longing for you all this while,

My feeling for you is always true,

But somehow i scare of losing you,

If only things were that simple,

I willing to do anything,

Just to be with you........

2009-11-13T11:17:00.000-08:00

~I'm Back Posting~

Back to post again^^...i noe i didnt post for quite long so here i m posting, was quite bored neway so post my blog since long tym nvr post, hahahax was quite busy this few days completing all my stuff, downloading new movie to watch....n chiong game tgt wit sam, so sorry guys dat didnt post cos was busy playing, hahahax neway i just gonna continue posting today^^....so u guys shld be happy right XD, btw i change all my blog song, change to all new english song^^.....n sorry guy didnt reply ur tag^^....bt don worry i will check my blog frequently...haha recently was so busy, gg to work n e schedule was so tight cos of e stupid obama =.=.....wish could kill hym cos making my work so hard....hahaha he came sg so need prepare some vehicle for hym, so ma fun right...hmm this few days nvr get to play bb...my hand getting numb already^^...hope tmr get to touch ball once again, hahaha today didnt go to work cos i off...so cool reach hm at 7 am in e morning ytd, so tired went out wit frens, lucky we have car to drive so can travel arnd ...hmm den went to cwp buy stuff...bought this new earpiece, wanted a full blast earpiece haha cos all my earpiece spoil, lol i too rough sia i guess nvr take care of my stuff...hahaha den lq call me n ask me out for dinner, wanted to eat at cwp bt end up eat at vista, hahaha den saw esmond they all at vista n i heard a shocking news from hym...guess wat, he have a stead now....n his stead is singyi =.=....lol a shocking new to hear hahaha.....hope dat he last long XD....den slack at rc wit esmond they all....den went hm at arnd 9+....well tmr gg to make my own jersey again XD....this tym gonna make a jersey wit "ThImmortal" name on e back....woot kiampin,berlinda n sam maybe gg to make 1 too....hahaha neway gonna continue posting tmr^^....its kinda late here, e sun gonna rise soon n here i am still playing com....bt gonna sleep guys....so sweetdream^^...

2009-10-31T10:18:00.000-07:00

---Bad Day---

Today wake up so early...was quite happy cos my brother is back once again^^...so ask linqin to went out wit me...so meet him at cwp...hahaha den walk arnd wit him xD....just window shopping hahaha quite ok larh...cos we both are damn joker lolx...so not dat bored...den tot of playing bb after dat...so went to 369 n play n saw shamirah, samantha n erra they all...lolx so shoot ball awhile hahaha...didnt get to play a real bb for few wks already...so gonna get back all my skill again^^...hahaha den went to 515....lolx n have a bad news =.=....jia hui(fu chun) lost her phone at 515...dang she just call us a few mins ago n den her phone lost...so walk arnd to search for her lost phone tgt wit lq....lolx most propably some1 took it...so no hope dat we can found it....sigh feel sad for her =/....hahaha maybe buy for her new phone...bt sometym nt everything can be replace xD...bt poor thing dat her phone lost...den we call her phone also cant get thru...so she n e others went to admiralty to make police report...so me n lq end up slacking at 515...lolx shoot some ball again...too little ppl today..haiz so sian...den saw kiam pei...go shoot ball tgt wit her den disturb her...hahahax...shhot awhile den find it bored so went to back to 369 again...we just like idiot keep walking here n there...lolx bt get to see all my old friends...hahahax didnt see them for so long eversince i keep gg fragrant XD....den its raining...lolx den i started to damn du lan....Zzzzzzz keep raining this few days...den go 515 n slack wit kiam pei they all...hahahax.....nt gonna continue....so suay today =.=....neway GDLUCK to esmond they all for tmr match XD...hahaha gonna sleep...so gdnight^^

2009-10-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

~Welcome Back~

Welcome back to posting again xD....was away for so long n here i m update...lolx hahax went to a far away places this few wks..well lotsa thing happen bt i guess its just normal to me...haha no use worrying bout it..lolx last few days went to fragrant n play bball...after gone for so long i get to see my small little brother esmond^^....was so damn happy gt to see hym once again..hahahax didnt noe dat every1 really miss me so much...i was expecting something else...lolx hoping dat i can make every1 forget me instead....bt turn out e other way round...lolx neway still very happy dat they care so much bout me...lolx...i was gone for a month plus neway nt a few years hahahax..so find it abit funny larh...haha bt i feel so different now....i feel so lifeless n have no reason to go on anymore....my memories seem gone...gg back there bring back my lost memories bit by bit....or its just an illusion to me..hmm neway i always wish dat every1 will be happy....i suddenly feel dat i give up everything...neway don feel like saying anymore...so gg off xD gdnight ^^....

Looking around I see you,

thinking you were the person I knew.

You were in my life once,

when I felt so sad so blew.

Deep down and above,

my love shares your love.

Looking around I still see you

thinking you were the person I knew

My love has grown apart

but it has from the start

I'm still thinking... you were the person I knew.

You took away my fears,

and then again you took away my fun.

Asking myself what you have done to me,

but know you're my fear and it all has just begun

2009-09-20T12:01:00.000-07:00

^^Fun Day^^

Today wake up so early cos of our celebration..lolx was force to wake up by my dad...

Zzzzzz...my beauty sleep...sigh hahax neway sleep for few hrs only..so sian

wake so early do nothing...hahahax later in e afternn esmond call me up ask me go bugis...

lolx they said have new shooping mall there..lolx didnt noe there was new 1 over there...

so was quite curious..so went to bugis wit them...edlyn, jinpei, esm, kp, george, weixin,chenxi,sam,zhirui

was quite fun...lolx didnt have a great day wit them this few days...
lolx we disturb edlyn like siao..lolx
me,sam n chenxi so childish lolx...spam msg on edlyn phone...lolx
hahahax den went to iluma shopping mall...wow i cant imagine dat its so cool...
gt this shop sell anime cloths...n gt this cloths so nice...somesort like kimono bt actually its nt..
lolx den wen to arcade n play...OMG i nt gonna waste money on this again..
lolx bt i just did =.=...blame sam for tempting me to play e eternal wheel...
lolx its somesort like war game..lolx so damn cool n fun...i n hym even bought a deck to play..
crazy right...lolx...bt its nt wasted..lolx
we both play like siao...n its our first tym n its like so funny..cos we donno e function lolx..
den gt this guy beside us...ask hym teach us how to play...lolx
we so damn ghey larh...its our first tym bt we won...
lolx like we ownage xD...hahahax
den edlyn n jinpeio was sitting down at e railing waiting for us...
while we both play like siao..nobody business..lolx
bt it was funny dat we actually win alot eventho we random move card...
lolx just anything press also can win =.=...
so damn ghey larh...hahahax today nt an emo day for me xD
nt like usual...hahahax...so today is a happy day xD..
neway i ending here^^....gg to my world of dreams xD..
so Gdnight Reader^^.....

2009-09-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

~Finally~

Hmm...finally get to post today....just plain lazy this few days...

lolx...today wake up at 1 i guess...lolx have stm kinda cant rmb derh...

den play com for few hrs lolx...den suppose to go eugene house today bt end up nvr since it rain..lolx

hahax so went esmond house instead....actually was waiting for lin qin lolx..cos gg to play bb today xD...

of course nt at fragrant...lolx fragrant seem so sian this few days...

i donno wat i been doing there lately slacking...no ppl so we decide play at 515...hahax

today we have lotsa fun...dang nvr have this feeling of playing ball all this while...

hmm we play so serious till we own e opponent..

lolx ty to mark joseph n linqin...

we been a great team...nice teamwork...hahahax

bt i sprain my ankle today..Zzzzzz so painful...always e same spot...

my left leg always so sux..feel like chopping it off man...wat a day..

bt still kinda alright..lolx den gt this guy knee my leg lolx its damn pain...

i can still feel e pain till now...lolx poor me...well afterall its basketball lolx...

hahax...i hope i get to play wit them again...lolx..

My old group of frens.....Stay happy always barh...

this few days i always emo lolx....hope i can still survive lolx...

jia you...jia you......

that was impossbile with you always there
i tried not to fall in love with you,

but how, i had no clue.

now i'm trying not to fall ..........

2009-09-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

~Moody~

Was rather restless n lack of sleep this few days...

just wonder wat i been doing all this while,

lolx...

my leg seem so numb this few days, feel like staying at hm...

Dang =.=

feel like no life this few days...

seem like ended my life...

seem so meaningless to me right nw...

just cant find e purpose in my life,

i guess this is reality...

Dreams...

Fantasy....

If only it can be true....

2009-09-16T09:25:00.000-07:00

Day passes....

Memories faded....

Forgetting hu i really am...

Wat if i dissapear...

I feel there no reason for me to live...

2009-09-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back to update...lolx this few days I feel so unusual, just nt me......I find ppl kinda childish...lolx well tired to noe bout it anyway...hahax today went to eugene house n swim...lolx bt was kinda lazy..so onli jeremy esmond eugene kp n qineng...I swim awhile onli den go slack at his house...hahax left 1 more day to fullfill my promise...I quiting smoking by today its kinda awkward lolx...bt promise some1 will quit smoking b4 my birthday lolx....hahax neway can't wait tmr..I gg bbq celebrate my birthday...hope will be fun...hmm neway wish I get lotsa present this year xD....well gg off......:-D tmr my birthday so wish myself an early

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

2009-09-01T11:31:00.000-07:00

Hide those feelings of mine, show only e happy side of me.

im left wif no alternatives, but to hide my emotions.

SMILE!how important is dis word?

yes, i guess its important to many.

i wish i could cry out loud,hiding in a corner where no one could find me.

where no one is able to see my tears,to hear my cries.

everytin's trapped in my heart, i wish i could let it all out.

i wish i could jux slp and nvr wake up.

2009-08-27T12:11:00.000-07:00

4 DAYS LEFT....

I BE GONE FOR GOOD....

IF EVER I HAD E CHANCE...

TO TURN BACK TYM....

I WISH TO REWRITE MY LIFE STORY...

WISHING TO DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD....

BUT SHE KEPT ME GOING....WID HER...

LAUGHTER....

JOY....

& SMILE....

IF ONLY I CAN REACH OUT FOR HER....

BUT SOMETHING PULL ME BACK....

ITS FEEL PAIN DEEP INSIDE ME...

A SICKNESS DAT NO MEDICINE CAN BE CURE,

EXCEPT HER.....

2009-08-27T10:38:00.000-07:00

Didn't expect to post today. such a boring day today, sleep till afternn...

Gosh...

I getting more n more lazy, sigh sleep so early yet can't awake early...

lolx....

such a pig larh...hahax was awake by eugene call, asking me fetch him from sch bt end up didn't cos I went back to sleep after dat...lolx

Sorry eugene didn't fetch u xD home was so peaceful, parents work like usual den play my PS3 den very sian go play my xBox 360 lolx....

Feel so sleepy den play com lorh....lolx y house like arcade bt still so sian...hahax maybe I play alone horx play until so sian...keep winning xD so pro hor

hahax...

Tired of playing...went out to cwp n do some shopping alone..

lolx...such a loner...spent my day alone,

walk arnd shop for something nice lorh...dang I waste on stupid stuff again...such a spendtrife...

lolx...

Wen will I ever learn how to save?? lolx bt nvm parent so rich n bz hor....help them spend their money lolx...

buy a few stuff..bt gt scam =.=...I found much cheaper wan den e wan I just bought lolx...buy food also gt scam...

lolx...

just a tiny twister cost me 6 buck..while e others much cheaper =.=""....

Nvm nt my first tym gt scam lolx...bt so god damn boring larh...walk arnd cwp alone..shld ask ppl tag along liao next tym...

hahax esmond went sch...hahax act so guai bt actually being force to go...hahax, went fragrant tot of playing bt nt a single soul playing bb..so slack at RC...

~NO LIFE~

I wonder wen they gonna do something gd horx...especially esmond =.=....

Smoke smoke smoke like nobody business...hahax wan complain to cigarette company to stop making cigarette so he stop smoking horx...

wat so gd bout smoking?

just wondering??

Bad for health lorh...bt I still smoke myself...haiz poor me...always wanted to stop smoking...lolx I nt a smoker to start wit...only last few month start lorh...

REGRETTED ......

Bt dis few days I smoke less xD such a gd thing lorh..

neway off to bed...gdntye <3

2009-08-25T10:17:00.000-07:00

Dang...I was kinda down lately...My mind getting wild...

Thinking of all sort of thing barh,

Sort of feeling of lost in me....

emptiness inside me...

Sigh...so down till suddenly a pic of her appear in my mind...

Her smile dat gave me a warmth feeling...stuck in my mind for a moment,

Her smile dat give me calmness n happiness...

I sort of confuse y this really happen to me...

oh gosh!!!!

My feeling for her seem so less,

Bt its getting deeper n deeper...

as day pass by,

Y does she appear in my life...n steal my heart away...

I'm at lost thinking of her day n night..

Feeling helplessly....

Hoping dat there a chance for me...just abit will do,

She might nt knew....My feeling towards her,

Bt I can said the feeling seem real,

Its was like a dream at first,

Bt it wasn't a dream no more,

Everytym she nearby...she giving me a warmth n gentle feeling...

Deep inside my heart...I feel pain n sad,

worries n thinking....

Wat shld I do?

Go for it?

Just let it go?

Bt I can't denied my feeling towards her...

Worry.....

I might lost her from my sight...

She may nt be e only girl in this world,

Bt she e only girl dat can give me a warmth n gentle feeling in me,

Gosh....

I feel pain...

thinking if I ever can express my feeling towards her......

Why hesitate?

Scare of losing her?

Scare if i unable to face her?

Scare If she really e right girl for me?

Scare dat I unable to open her heart, With my love, care n concern?

All I need is tym....

Maybe she's nt yet ready to accept,

Or its just too sudden for me to react,

Hoping dat i'm able to reach out for her.....

Still Waiting.....

For dat day to happen....When I face her express my feeling towards her....

2009-08-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

Such a Fun day today...wake up early by Eugene n esmond, asking me fetch him from sch n esmond ask me pei him lolx...my beauty sleep is ruin :(...hahax slack at eugene house play blackshot...such a nice game bt I too noob lolx...play wit his dog lolx so fat n stupid =.= keep following me arnd lolx, n I shock dat e girl I spoke wit was actually eunice lolx...she looks so different =.= don look like her lolx...didn't recognise, den keep playing dota at his house till forget e tym lolx cos we waching movie at 4 lolx n like usual we late again...hahax suppose to watch at cwp bt full so end up watch at jurong point :-D 7 pm show...watch Scare like siao, hahax went watch tgt wit gina, eugene, esmond, weixin, zhirui, kp, earnest, jeremy n others....hahax so much fun...e show was actually funny instead of scary..lolx so lame larh bt its does make me laugh like siao lolx...hahax e show ended n went to arcade, n edlyn n jinpei go find us lolx...n me, esmond n jeremy teo play DDR lolx its was like damn funny...hahax we actually trying so hard wit e footstep bt fail..lolx funny bt jeremy ng so awesome he actually make it thru e final stge n clear lolx...hahax reach hm after dat bt its quite late xD take e last train hm n rest...hahax such a tiring day today bt lots of fun, hilarious moment n happy....I heading to bed nw x...Gdnight :D BTW 4 more days to Eugene Birthday lolx...can't wait bash him up lolx...neway sweet dream Readers :-D

2009-08-20T11:12:00.000-07:00

2009-08-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

Don't really have tym to post this few days,

all I can said is I lazy n tired, hahax sleep whole day n slack lorh,

today was at esmond house since morning,

lolx sleep whole day bt was wake up by esmond,

so stupid larh hahax just wan a peaceful sleep liao,

lolx den went down to vista wrap present lolx,

for Jia hui birthday xD ,

den went vista lolx slack wit e usual peeps lolx forgot who liao,

hahax I really have STM hahax,

all I noe I throw 1 big packet of flour at kerene lolx,

its quite fun bt so gl larh,

hahax den went play bb a few rounds lolx,

so tired,

I can't even move my leg like usual sigh,

my speed skill all like noob,

hahax,

N today I receive a box of cookies from Zi Wei :-D lolx didn't expect it actually,

Ty^^ so much Zi Wei xD appreciate it so much :-D, hahax I go make cookies for u back some day worx, hahax tot e cookies chao ta bt it turn out nvr lolx, quite nice instead :D....neway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI :-D

If only I can Tell what's my mind Think....
Express what's my heart Feel....
Seek what's my soul Desired....
If only i'm not this weak.....
Unable to reach out for her...

2009-08-14T10:10:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update this few days cos too busy wit stuff....

hahax too many activities n prob..

hahax kinda lame actually..

bt hope nothing happen barh...

neway i feel so tired n sleepy...

gg off to bed guys...

~GoodNiteZ~

2009-08-12T10:15:00.000-07:00

Wishing for someone...for someone to love me
someone who would hold me tenderly.
Yearning for love...for love and affection
something only a girl could give to me.

Sometimes when I'm frustrated...
I get lost in my wonderous dreams.
They never seem to last too long.

I suddenly awake alone in my screams,
but I've got to find her..
to find her or perish...
perish from the lack of the love that I need.

This form of dying is so slow and so painful... too painful for a normal man to endure.
Oh how I've searched all over...
all over the face of this world.

The one thing that keeps me going is the hope that I'll find that wonderful girl but...
I'm getting weary,
so weary from searching,
searching for an image that doesn't exist.

Maybe someday she'll find me but by then I'll be resting...
resting in a far far distant land.
Where I'll have no more to wish for
and I'll feel no more yearning
wearing a smile of eternal peace.
Longing for someone...yearning for someone no more!

2009-08-11T09:02:00.000-07:00

Hello !! this few days lazy update worx...so busy sia, hmm ytd went overnight esmond house, lolx like homeless derh me so ke lian, hahax me weixin n zhirui stay overnight so every1 went to sleep early, bt ended up every1 wake up so late hahax, wake arnd 11+ den watch stupid show at his house, D-war ,lolx sound like quite cool bt so lame bout a serpant can transform into a dragon lolx so lame bt we still watch till finish...

Den was like so lame we choose e next show to watch hahax n guess wat show was it lolx its Pokemon =.= feel lyk whacking them lolx didn't noe esmond watch pokemon hahax he seem so cool bt so childish sometym hahax no wonder he half pai kia, bt didn't watch finish barh cos I rush hm to do my stuff, bt ended up sleeping lolx too tired, den went down fragrant like a no life kids play bb a few rnd wit chenxi edlyn they all n we own them lolx, awesome right hahax

N we win over ziwei jin ben kun edlyn n a guy lolx 4 on 6 we own again too pro liao we all, hahax bt sad to said ziwei tap away most of my ball lolx sad sad:( hahax

I was kinda frustrated lolx cos was gg to finish up wit my blog stuff bt ended up deleting lolx I was like very du lan wts, all my link cbox all gone :( sad emo for a moment, hahax so ask kuncheng wit my cbox neway ty :D bt he gonna sleep soon so ask esmond finish up, man he damn gd liao hahax ty for his help for remake all my blog stuff xD own him 1 hahax bt still left a few to edit den done :D

Today wake up so late for work again lolx tot e workplace is my parent own wan so take mc again hahax ask esmond pei me to woodland take MC reach there at 10 n ended at 2 lolx so piss off man, was like wtf e doctor doing, lolx bt I ended up gt 1 day MC, e doctor piss me off for taking so may MC hahax

Den went fragrant slack awhile den went hm sleep lolx, promise esmond will be back by 5 bt reach at 7 lolx I always late hahax so happy waiting for me horx esmond xD hahax den slack awhile den was like so dead duh so peaceful.... Ended here going to sleep soon~ Need to wake up early tomorrow~! Good Night~!!

2009-08-09T11:39:00.000-07:00

This my first update, lolx was rather lazy to post, i nt dat so free to post bt since i have nothing to do so just post lorx, hahax sorry just make e blog so don really have pic or music =.=...was kinda boring blog wit no music, was like quite dead hahax, bt will post a pic for u guys soon, neway today seem quite average day for me, wake kinda late cos we gg to marina bay to watch e Firework! lolx cant wait to watch it hahax, e last tym i saw was like few months back, so after dat get ready to went down fragrant, bt was quite early reach there n i found nobody was there, Zzzzzz wat a bored, so call donald if he nearby n he is^^, how wonderful of him to come pei me, lolx so slack at RC wit him till was like getting bored den go donald house, he ask me make a blog bt i was too lazy to update bt nvm just make for fun liao, hahax neway try to update often till i dying lorh, hahax den meet esmond kiamping george sam at Rc, there was like so slow haiz, wait for 30 min n there reach, den reach also keep delaying lolx, wat a pain...den went to marina bay tgt hoping to kill tym first b4 gg see firework so went to arcade at suntec play a few games n lolx, weixin george n kiamping was so lucky get a soft toy lolx,n elvyn was like so poor thing waste 16 buck bt didnt catch anything, hahax den its ended every1 went to see firework, ws like quite excited bt went we reach there its was very crowded n quite far too see e firework so lols every1 decided to go sengkang meet up wit ziwei there from work, Zzzzzz so take train there hahac reach there on tym, eat chat a while n off we gg back hm,its a tiring day today, so take bus hm all e way to cwp n we all send ziwei since its quite late, hahax so gd of us send her hm lolx....neway was kinda sleepy so end here :D GdNitez

2009-08-08T23:27:00.001-07:00

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